How silent words speak

Words left unspoken are often the loudest of them all. Louder than the ones that we utter. When we can't find our voice to speak or can't find the right words. How we react to certain things speak for us even when we don't know what to say. People always seem to have the wrong words at the wrong times and the right words at the right times. But I just speak by never speaking. Ill let how I change speak for me.

-Ally

What is possible?

Trying to distance myself, fearing what I can do. Who can I turn to? Who can I trust? Never knowing what to do always changing my mind. Always running away. It's gets easier when you do it for a long time, it gets to where it's natural. Ill always run away rather than take a stand. Don't know what I can do, I never have. 

Today, I've got to make a change make a stand make a new me. It's happening again. People tell me I'm losing my mind people say that I can't deny, the fact that I have to move on. How can I when its who makes me me an I just can't survive without it, I'll never let it go never fight it. Let it consume me, I'm tried of fighting it anymore but the world still is holding me

Putting it out

"Hiding something, keeping it to yourself. Making sure no one finds it never wanting it to be found. Why don't we show our finest work? Even if it's pictures or words they might make a difference to be seen and heard. Never hiding in the shadows collecting dust. Why create beauty in its finest form then drape a sheet over it? Never doubt yourself and yourself and your abilities they deserve to be know" -Ally Rideyson

The reason why I am making this blog. Most of these quotes are mine....well all are mine. And some friends have been wanting me to get them out there. So that's what I'm doing getting my quotes and such out there. 

"Can I let it in? Can I let it go? Just another day in world we live in. Just another time, just another day. Just another thing that is impossible. I can't face it, I've got to move on. But I just can't break the grip of the one that has got a hold on me. Pulling me down, breaking my barriers that I've put up so long ago. Just another day in the world we live in. Let it go, please, have you ever seen the hold on me? Don't make me say goodbye I don't want to leave, never going to wait another minute. Everything changed when I let them in, they healed me, revived me. They are my joy and my salvation." -Ally Rideyson

"All these things just keep piling on, it's to much for me. When will it all stop? I fight the fear and struggles. Even though I let the fear run my life, I never fight it, I let it in. Always wondering "how can I survive?" With all this happening, the waves are crashing, falling down in me. Pulling me away from reality" -Ally Rideyson

"Today, I've got to make a chance make a stand make a new me. It's happening again. People tell me I'm losing my mind people say that I can't deny, the fact that I have to move on. How can I when its who makes me me an I just can't survive without it, I'll never let it go never fight it. Let it consume me, I'm tried of fighting it anymore but the world still is holding me up" -Unknown

Hope

"When darkness surrounds us, cracks are appearing, hope is leaving, always fleeing, escaping my grasp. Will it abandon me, stay with me, always never choosing where it wants to go. But hope, you're still here with me, so go ahead and change all you want, I can bend but I'm never going to break, now, you don't own me. I will hold my ground, I'm hated to when all of these things don't add up, I'm used to when I can't figure out where to turn." -Unknown 

Left in the dark

"On our own, left in the darkness. Finding a way out but can't find it, searching for an answer we have been denied that was its for a reason. Why must these things happen? Why can't they just leave us alone? Because, I'm falling down into a dark despair, with only a match to light my path" -Ally

The bridge

"Come to the bridge of fear, hope, pain ,loss and suffering. Look down and cast away your troubles. If not let them hold you down and sink down. It'll just take them longer to go away. Problems aren't made to stay and that's why you look towards the future and not the happenings of the past" - Unknown 

"Take joy in your life you are here and alive. What more is there than enjoy the people around you who care and take pride of all you do. Friends are worthy, they care, might be a bother but always there" - Ally Rideyson

"Pain. The four-lettered word that kills. Never does it please to feel the sting of all that's good. Pain and worry goes hand and hand. Feel pain making you lose reason and chose to do unimaginable things. Worry to much causing the fear and destruction of what will happen. Take the opposite and you have hope, and calm.  Hope the one thing that stayed with humanity. So who says it'll leave or forsake us of it's one duty?" - Unknown

"Colors and spots on the scene, they always stand out shining bright bringing the painting to life. Mistakes might seem bad for a while but they will make you who you are and you will shine out so bright" - Ally

"I struggle with the past, struggle with the future and fear the present. Why must we think of what is to come, and what was? Because we struggle to comprehend what isn't within our gaze of sight but also lose focus on what is with us" - Unknown 

Quotes

"My heart is like a puzzle with each piece representing a person. If one piece is taken away, it ruins the puzzle. You can replace the piece but it won't be the same. Please dont leave, i need you and everyone who is so amazing that I'm glad to call my friends. And consider a part of my family." - Ally Rideyson 

 "A moment of realization comes so rarely that you could count them on your fingers, but when one does come you better listen because they will teach you a lesson you won't forget" - Ally Rideyson

"Things come and go in this world but more important things are lost because we dont have the grip to hold them like, love and hope and friends, so why do we let them go when they are ours to fight for and keep?" -Ally Rideyson

"The words that come from our heart are purer than the things we think or say. Never underestimate what one can do for each other due to the balance of our lives and who we are. Nothing separates us from each other other than being idiotic." - Ally Rideyson